Instant Approval

Do you know what instant approval is?

Its staying back at work so your boss gives you the pat on your back you never knew you wanted

Its saying a joke that you don’t think is funny so you can get a laugh

Its playing out a fantasy in your head and at the end of the fantasy you see the people you need

What are they doing in your fantasy?

At the end of your fantasy?

Its what holds you back achieving those things that mean something

Because those things that mean something take time, people don’t understand it

They can’t see it, its like the seed, its growing, underground, it needs nurturing

What are you nuturing? What are you trying to achieve outside of instant gratification?

The truth is nothing. I am just trying to do my job well. That’s it

What long game am I playing? What am I investing in that teaches me and helps me learn?

I am have been writing about the same thing for too long

If you hate it then it means something

So what is instant approval?

Instant approval is easy way out

Instant approval is the wrong thing to do

Instant approval is what I do