The short answer is no. But the question is did I dream right?
Well first about the dream. It had 2 things.
Money and power.
Allot like my fantasies of bedding beautiful women and then telling my friends. These dreams came from a place of insecurity.
My low self esteem, social anxiety and inability to have a meaningful relationship with the opposite sex meant my dreams involved me showing the world how much better I was then everyone else.
So did I achieve the life of a rich and powerful world wide player?
No
The best things in my life are the relationships I have with my family and friends. I got some great ones.
This I never dreamed of, never thought of or aspired to have.
So dreams change.
The dreams of that boy still have something I want.
The control and independence.
I am still chasing it.
Control and independence
Stranger in Sydney 