Tired of Talking

I am tired of talking, yet I am talking to you

Tired of talking about changes I am going to make or changes I want to make

Of the business I will start

Of the habits I will give up or the things I will eventually do

Tired of talking

How would you feel if I stop talking?

If I stopped asking?

If I just did my own thing and never spoke of it?

Would I be hiding?

Would I be holding something back from you?

Would I be denying my self a self indulgence?

Is it something that validates me?

That “i tried”

Would you feel betrayed?

I feel like I hide behind talk

Behind random information that I know

I hide

I build myself up via talking

About the things I am going to do

Maybe its time for silence

What is in silence?

Nothing has coming from talking.

Now its time for silence.

Shhh, I’m listening