Talking To Myself

Did you know you can hypnotise yourself?

We do it every day with our default thoughts and self-talk

I learnt this in my twenties

And decided to take some control

So every time I saw the number six I would repeat the below affirmation

“I am Alexander, I am Goku, I am Scipio”

3:56pm at work

“I am Alexander, I am Goku, I am Scipio”

6 mins until the next train

“I am Alexander, I am Goku, I am Scipio”

The rugby score is 24-6

“I am Alexander, I am Goku, I am Scipio”

Who am I?

Alexander – The conqueror, perhaps the greatest historical figure. Died young with successors fighting over the empire

Scipio – Roman commander famous for the conquest of Carthage, a great ancient city.

Goku – A anime character famous for his persistence, good nature and never say die approach

Do I want to be these people?

Maybe, maybe not.

At 23 I wanted what they had; success, admiration and glory.

But these are all mostly external things

“God, grant me the Serenity to Accept the things I cannot change”

At 33, the age of the crucifixion

These are no longer my goals

I no longer want glory, power and money

Well at least I hope I don’t want those things

I want a good home for my family

I want to be a good husband, father and friend

I want to give myself in the spirit of love in each and every moment I can

I want to leave the world a better place then I found it

No wars

No battles

No trophies

Just love, contentedness and passion

I still want a cause to die for, but that cause is now my family, my tribe, my people

For them I die

So now when I see the number 6, what will I say?

“God loves you, I love you, all things with love and patience”

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